i dont even know how to say it out..
its all messed up. i didnt meant to be rude or ungrateful to them...
but..shouldnt i be given a chance to choose for myself??
sume yg aku buat slme ni (walopon x ckup) sume utk mama papa...
aku dh xleh nk pk skarang...aku takut dgn khidupan aku sndri..
patut ke aku rse menyesal hdup??? aku kcwa sgt2 kot skrg ni...
kecewa tp xleh buat ape2..kcewa tp trpaksa pendam....
aku xnk pasrah mcm ni...
aku tetap akn be with him..no matter what...
im sorry mama...im sorry papa
im sorry 'mna'....
=( sedih.pedih....
