frustrated

damn it... after what we've gone through...i have to leave him.
its unfair!!!not juz to him, also to me...
pe yg aku buat utk diri aku?aku syg kn dia bkn skdr utk ade couple cm org len...
i need him juz as he needs me....we need each other!!
what should i do now?knowing the truth really hurts me...i dont want to hurt him...
love is always unfair to people..why???
im giving him a day off - what the heck? a day off!? im coward...
tell me, what should i tell him? damn it!!

okay...

how about ignore everything that i've heard...

and continue to him as usual....

is that oaky???

hurmmm....

dont want to care...
dont want to mind....
dont to bother.....

can i do that???

i juz want to love him sincerely...
love him with all i have...
love him forever....

i love you,hubby!!!!
sorry for giving you a day off...
will not do it again...
dont let me go.....cuz i wont let go off your hand...
forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!